Two Poems by Michael Juliani
Fairytale of Old Town Pasadena
I’m waiting for your shift to end
scooping baklava ice cream in an alley
storefront better suited to hawking
bacon-wrapped hot dogs to the drunks staggering home
with sticky shoes from the 35er, just another
night of the trade agreement between flirtatious
bullshit and muted televisions — that ripple effect
of highlighted touchdowns and life stories
shouted above the Dodger-fan din.
Just another slow walk to the Del Mar metro station
tucked in the bowels of its Mission-style condos,
overpriced, leaky-ceilinged, laundry-smelling rooms
with walls thin enough to gouge schadenfreude
laughter through our sleep. The hallway vistas
of orange trees and felled lumber in the Baldwin-
and-Huntington-owned hills now rowed by mom-and-pops
with GoFundMe QR codes behind their glass. It’s always
late at night. Traffic slips down Colorado Boulevard
while I think of my mother’s mother feeding me
burnt toast with strawberry jam, dipped in black coffee.
Booze and varied commerce aren’t enough
to gild a city. The stickered box of stoplight wires
at DeLacey and Green gives me a place to breathe
plumes of escape from men in Cigars by Chivas.
I hope one of these passing oldtimers
recognizes me from a New Year’s party
I looted their liquor cabinets with their grandson’s blessing.
I hope they invite me back for a pot of chili
and a Rose Parade pin, you and I rubbing noses
in a childbearing mood while the new January air
makes us feel like we’re finally
off the nightshift, sprung loose from the dark enchantment
of all we keep repeating through the years.
Ollies Behind the Hair Salon
Garrett, the trust-funded burglar who grew
up down the block, lurked the neighborhood,
possum-souled, stripping copper
from brunch spots. By eighteen, heroin had withered him
to a phantom who haunted
the Airstream trailer where his dad exiled him.
Once, the year my mom threw out
my dad, Garrett cornered me
skateboarding behind Starr’s Hair Salon
where my mother indulged her sole hour
of Me Time. I wasn’t supposed to ride, promised
I wouldn’t snap my collarbone
just to fit in with kids whose parents,
she said, left them alone too much.
“You just learning?” Garrett asked — grinning
like a jack-o-lantern with its candle
blown out. His eyes followed my feet.
I was scared of breaking my neck
and not being able to hide it
from Mom. But Garrett scared me more.
“Let me see,” he said, nodding at the board
my dad mailed from Sherman Oaks,
a hotel where he scrawled, “The key
is to half-hope you fall.”
He once climbed an oak the city
marked with an X. I caught his wallet
as it fell from his pocket
like a fledgling full of cash.
Mom only let me skate short distances,
no tricks. “If you break something,” she said,
“I’m not the one who will pay.”
I kicked it to Garrett, holding my breath.
His dad, pushing eighty, shelled peanuts on their porch
nights that Garrett was scoring, the Airstream dim
behind bandana curtains. From him,
I learned the art of nodding
to neighbors strolling in the dark.
Hello, somehow, too much.
By the time the gingkos yellowed again,
the house, Spanish with dry fountains,
would be Garrett’s to light with candles,
laugh at his own shadow
scattering on the drywall. He slid
the board back, loped toward the ARCO
where my dad would buy me Smarties
and fill up before leaving town. “Sick board,”
Garrett said. “Don’t let anyone take it.”
Michael Juliani is a poet, editor, and writer from Pasadena, California. His work has appeared or is forthcoming in outlets such as The Southern Review, The Georgia Review, Third Coast, Bennington Review, Washington Square Review, and Sixth Finch. He has an MFA in poetry from Columbia University.
18 May 2026
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