They Called It The Parlor by Meghann Plunkett
but it was just a small, sectioned off square of linoleum–a mock-room
made with thick, hospital-blue curtains swooping open and closed
like a school play, whooshing women in and out with a metallic
whir. We were there to release the slow sludge of anesthesia
from of our eyes. Ushered inside to recline in a chair matted
with a waterproof sheen. Polyester groaning and the weight
of a body mid-bleed, an inch of cotton pressed between our legs.
Lit like a supermarket, five of us wreathed into a circle of bright loss.
A thin paper gown pulled down as I tucked my knees
into the cramping. One woman pulled a curl from her head and let it snap
back, snap back with the buzz of the fluorescents. Another thumbed
through the worn pages of a Bible, mumbling a silent prayer.
The attempt to make it appear as though it were a living-room uneased me.
A side table nesting a small plastic plant, a staged coffee table
in the center and a bowl of waxed apples. A nurse swooped
in now and again to take our temperatures with a sheathed thermometer
like a hummingbird trying to feed from our mouths. We opened
and closed our jaws like clock toys. A check next
to each of our names, we waited– silent as a blackout. Let me never forget
how each of us, learning how to stand again, shifted our weight
from foot to foot in slip-free, neon socks. Each of us holding
a little pouch of wafers to bring our blood-sugar up. And the woman with
a port-wine stain covering one eye. How she leaked penny-sized
breastmilk stains and breathed into her hands, palming
her mascara into long, grey streaks. And how the nurse leaned down to tell her
that the man she came with needed to know how much longer?
Let me never forget the way her body bucked
in response. Looking at me with disbelief. Let me never forget how we
laughed, shaking our heads, letting our hands touch.
In that room stinging with women, I sat there with her
in defiance. Let him wait.
Meghann Plunkett is the recipient of the 2017 Missouri Review’s Editors’ Prize as well as the Third Coast Poetry Prize. Her work can be found in Best New Poets 2018, Narrative Magazine, Washington Square Review, among others. She serves as the Poetry Reader for The New Yorker. Visit her at meghannplunkett.com
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