
2 Poems by Catherine Pierce
Bullet Is a Good Name for a Horse
………………“But in the middle of the second verse, I got tired. I had a tune, and I didn’t want to waste the
………………tune; it was a nice little melody, so I just wrote a quick third verse, and I recorded that.”
………………—Bob Dylan on “John Wesley Harding,” Rolling Stone (1969)
I told myself it was all right to still love
the gun in old Westerns. Because
it’s maybe six chambers, maybe a small magazine,
and maybe it kills a man, yes, and we write
a song about that, but it’s one man,
or maybe a few, but not fifty-nine people in a dance club
or twenty-seven in an elementary school,
and everyone who dies is fiction, after all.
I told myself it was all right because of all the preparatory clicking,
the theatrics of spinning and drawing,
that built-in escape time. Because today
no headline is about the Winchester.
Because once I sang “John Wesley Harding” as a lullaby
to myself, sweet lilt of how he traveled
with a gun in every hand, and felt tall-booted,
fierce-spurred. I wanted to be horseback.
I wanted to be outlaw. I was young
and thought a song could be a talisman.
Like if I wore a raincoat of rifles-
in-verse, I could walk through a shoot-out unscathed.
Forgive me. I know a jamming six-round
pistol still killed some mother’s son.
I know raincoats work best when made
of vinyl, or nylon, or gabardine—
unromantic fabric, dull as legislation.
Dylan added the “g” to John Wesley Hardin’s name
by mistake, or maybe because he wanted
a better story, one unfettered by facts.
He chose the name because
it fit the tempo he’d already written.
He had no idea, he told the interviewer,
what his song was about.
Thompson Island Trail, in Fall
Deer crackle and flit into the pathless woods,
where our sons want to explore,
where the sign says don’t. The marsh
is flooded today as we cross the footbridge.
No, not flooded—full. We can hardly see
the mussels under the rushing water,
but we know they’re there. We walk through
the giant hardwood forest, the stands
of loblolly pine. The fallen oak, rotted and rich
with lichen and turkeytail mushrooms.
At the trail’s end overlook, the fiddler crabs
scuttle and glitter blackly in the marsh mud,
their unwieldy single claws upraised,
impossibly invented creatures.
Yes, you can go off trail, we tell our sons.
We watch the crabs, the marshgrass, the abandoned
red rowboat. Our dog pulls to keep going.
Behind us, the boys are climbing a tree,
their voices sharp as they bicker. The sky
blares blue. An egret stalks invisible fish,
strikes at the water like a snake, swallows,
stalks again. The silence between us
hums with bay-spark and late October.
Impossibly invented, all of it.
Catherine Pierce is the Poet Laureate of Mississippi and the author of four books of poems, most recently Danger Days (Saturnalia 2020). Her work has appeared in The Best American Poetry, the New York Times, American Poetry Review, The Nation, the Academy of American Poets Poem-a-Day series, and elsewhere. An NEA Fellow and two-time Pushcart Prize winner, she co-directs the creative writing program at Mississippi State University.
26 December 2022
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